Poem: Ash of the Past

Lay me in the dust of death
A vague disconnect
From the blood on my hands
In the drowning discotheque
Music pounding in my head
To the beat of how things used to be
With our drunken songs
On dimly lit city streets

The sheets on my bed
Still carry your ash
Where I sleep
And have my fitful dreams
From which I keep waking
With tremors in my hands
And an unsteady breath
That escapes my lungs
And leaves me here
Laying myself down in the dust of death

Pull, Push, Pull the Paddles

Battles you win,
Wars you lose.
It’s all the same
To the reaper,
Who rings the bell and comes
Whether we are in our Sunday’s best,
Or stark naked, covered in sin.

Oh, pull, push, pull the paddles
Of the dead man’s boat.
You have eternity,
Or at least
That’s what he wrote.