She Used to Be Mine is a song from “Waitress”, and is a song where the protagonist reflects on the stark disconnect between who she is, and who she used to be. This poem was inspired by the song.
The woman with the dirty apron,
Dirtied over the loveless years.
The girl from the past,
Now an estranged memory.
Life simply entered in,
Without notice,
Without consent.
It serves as the violent catalyst to the metamorphism.
But now,
The woman reaches out her arm,
As she reaches for life its own throat.
It punches,
She bleeds,
But her voice carves life itself.
Her lonesome lamentation for the girl that was her.
Her deepest emotion.
All poured into:
A beautiful bittersweet pie,
With a preparation time of years.
And a unique ingredient list.
It all started with a kiss,
And ends,
In a crescendo of self.